Women Who Put On A Happy Face But Feel Numb Inside Often Do These 5 Things Without Realizing It
They may seem cheerful on the outside, but there may be an internal emotional disconnect.
Patrik Velich | Unsplash Being unhappy is horrible. Unhappiness can take over and suck all the joy out of your life. No one wants to be unhappy, but so many of us are. One thing we don’t ask ourselves is, "Why am I unhappy?" We have a vague understanding that our lives are not what we hoped they would be, but we don’t know specifically why.
To help you identify what specifically is making you unhappy, even though you put on a happy face to the rest of the world, consider these five behaviors in terms of your own life, and you may be able to pinpoint why you are unhappy.
Women who put on a happy face but feel numb inside often do these 5 things without realizing it:
1. Makes choices she later regrets
All of us have internal guiding principles, things like the importance of trust or honesty, or loyalty. These guiding principles light our path to living our best life, but, unfortunately, they can get lost as life happens. Do you know what your guiding principles are, and are you living them?
I have a client who was having an affair with a married man. He made her deliriously happy, or so she told herself. But still she didn’t feel good about her life and she didn’t know why.
I asked her what her guiding principles were — what was most important to her in a relationship? After some thought and discussion, she realized that the truth was of paramount importance to her. And that nothing about her relationship with the married man was based on truth.
"Are you able to live with that?" I asked. "And be happy?" The answer was "no," and she soon moved on into a relationship that was based on truth and trust, and she is happy.
2. Picks the wrong kind of people
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Our romantic relationships are very important, more important than many of us recognize. In this modern world, we are told that we should be able to take care of ourselves and that to rely on another to bring us some happiness is a sign of weakness. But this just simply is not true.
Happy committed relationships provide much that is essential to human survival: commitment, communication, touch, sharing, intimacy, support, laughter, joy, and even more intimacy.
When we have those things our lives are fuller, we are satisfied, we are loved. Other things can bring us down, but the foundation of a good relationship helps us when we founder.
Being in a relationship isn’t necessary for happiness, but being in a relationship that is toxic puts you on the surest path to being unhappy. I have a client whose husband was always one of two things: absent or drunk. She wasn’t sure which was worse — him not being in the house or being inebriated when he was.
What she did know was that it was making her miserable. She was always hoping that things would change, but they never did. She was alone in her marriage.
The rest of her life floundered. Her parenting suffered, he stopped eating well and exercising and gained 20 pounds, her work was neglected, and her crabbiness made her friends stay away.
After much deliberation and overcoming lots of fear, she asked him to stay absent, and she is fighting her way back to herself and on the path to living the life of her dreams.
Understanding the potential consequences of questioning relationships can empower women to navigate these experiences with greater self-awareness, communication, and a focus on their emotional well-being. Research suggested that occasional doubts are a normal part of relationships and can be an opportunity for self-reflection and growth.
3. Rarely invests in others
I know you are going to say that you just don’t have time to volunteer. How could I possibly ask you to do that? I am not going to ask you to do that. Although if it appeals, you should try it. Volunteering makes the world go round.
What I mean by making a difference is asking you how you interact with others in the world. Did you smile at the checkout person at the grocery store?
Do you hold doors for other people? Do you refrain from giving the man who cut you off in his BMW the finger? Do you pick up trash that you see on the street?
All of these things contribute to the world in a small way, and doing them will make your life a better place as well. The act of smiling at someone will make you and the person you smiled at happier.
Holding doors for people makes them feel noticed, and you made it happen. Not giving someone the finger will allow you not to feel the pain of remorse in the middle of the night. Picking up that trash will make the world a more beautiful place. So make a difference in the world every day. It will make you happier, I promise.
While research points to the numerous benefits of volunteering for women's well-being and highlights the potential impact of their absence on the broader volunteering landscape and societal structures. It's important to consider the multifaceted nature of these decisions and the complex interplay of individual and social factors.
4. Lets herself go
You know when you walk out on a long dock and it’s old and creaky, and with each step, you wonder if you are going to end up in the water? If you aren’t taken care of, like a well-maintained dock, you could find yourself drowning in unhappiness before you know it.
Taking care of yourself is the key to a foundation from which happiness can grow. Eat well, but don’t deprive yourself. Exercise, but only so it makes you feel good.
Do one thing that makes you happy every day, like a massage or lunch with a friend. Find a life coach or therapist to get the support that you need. If you take care of yourself every day, you will be able to take on whatever life throws at you.
The belief that women must excel in all areas of life without showing signs of fatigue can prevent women from acknowledging their need for self-care and seeking support. Research has suggested that this disparity may be linked to societal pressures and gender roles that often leave women feeling overwhelmed and prioritize the needs of others over their own, leading to burnout and chronic stress.
5. Plays it safe
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I know I have my routines. I get up, walk my dog, do some yoga, work all day, walk my dog again, do errands, have dinner, take a bath, and go to bed. Pretty much every day.
As a life coach, I know that while routines are good for keeping us on track, it is essential to challenge ourselves. Challenging yourself will keep your brain going strong, keep you physically confident and get your adrenaline rushing.
What do I mean by being challenged? It can be anything. When I got divorced, I promised myself I would start doing all of the things that scared me. I learned how to ride a jet ski (which was awesome), I conquered my fear of driving in the snow (which was convenient), I took up crossword puzzles (which has made me way smarter), and I can now use power tools (except for the drill).
Now, it’s so hard to imagine not being able to do those things. Doing them has given me so much more confidence in myself, not only because I can do them but because I challenged myself to overcome my fears and prevailed.
Unhappiness is the status quo. We assume this is the way life is, and we must push through it. But it doesn’t have to be this way. Happiness is possible.
Are you making choices that feel good? Are you feeling loved and supported in your relationship? Did you make someone smile today? Is your foundation strong? Did you do something recently that got your adrenaline pumping?
If not, choose one and make it happen. Happiness is yours for the taking.
Mitzi Bockmann is a New York City-based Certified Life Coach who believes everybody has the right to be happy.
