What A Commitment Phobe Is Really Like In A Relationship — As Written By One

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You're not going to change us. Sorry.

Commitment-phobe is a dirty word in the dating world. We're equated with players, cheats, avoidants, and heartless losers. But it's one I have no problem attaching to myself. 

I'm the Amy Townsend of Trainwreck in my friend group: infamous for having short-lived flings, for purposely dating men with whom things will go nowhere, and for shutting things down before they can ever get started. I have commitment issues. 

I've only ever dated one man more repelled by commitment than myself, and I have to admit — I was kind of impressed. 

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It's not that I'm disinterested in love; I'm just not interested in a relationship for its own sake. When my person comes along, I'm willing to re-evaluate if necessary. But until then, I proudly wear the badge of commitment-phobe.

If you're wanting to date someone who also wears this badge, there are a few things you need to know for things to go well — and yes, it can go well. You just need to know these eight truths first:

1. You aren't going to change us.

If you're dating a commitment-phobe with the belief that they will commit to you if you give them time, love them enough, or show them how great relationships can be, you're setting yourself up for heartbreak.

There's only one person who can change a commitment-phobe: themselves. And only if they see a need for change. You can't coerce it. If commitment matters a lot to you, you should find someone who feels the same way.

2. We get portrayed as "bad guys" — but we're so not.

Not all of us, anyway. Not wanting a commitment doesn't mean we're callous, uncaring, or selfish. It doesn't mean we don't care about you or want you in our life; it just means we don't foresee wanting a commitment and we aren't going to pretend otherwise.

If we pretended we wanted that stuff just to get close to you, that would be callous, uncaring, and selfish. And there are douchebags who do that. Those are the bad guys. If we're telling you about it upfront, we're doing it because we want you to understand what it'd mean to date us, so you can make a decision with your eyes wide open.

3. We see things differently.

Society has this obsession with committed relationships and marriage as the pinnacle of existence, and well, we don't buy it. We think there are myriad ways to have a relationship and it doesn't always have to look like what our parents had.

4. We're the best people to talk to about our commitment issues.

We all have our own reasons for shying away from commitment, and more often than not, it's not because we want our love life to resemble an all-you-can-eat buffet. Talk to us. Ask questions. Listen to our answers.

It might make more sense to you than you think. Or, maybe it won't. But it'll definitely be more accurate than what anyone else has to say about it.

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5. We're very accepting partners.

The thing is, since we're not planning on legally binding ourselves to anyone, we don't care all that much about some of the stuff that other people are going to get hung up on. Your messiness/bad credit/low-paying job/crappy divorce/debt/horrible driving record don't affect us in any real way.

Are you a cool human being who maybe has a messy life? Eh, whatever. It happens. If you're a walking disaster, it's a problem, but generally speaking, that stuff is your business, not ours.

6. Most of us are capable of incredibly deep love.

We know, we know; this goes against everything everyone thinks about us. But it's true. For a lot of us, it's what scares us the most about relationships. We feel things intensely. We love wholeheartedly. And it's often bitten us in the ass. Add to that an aversion to following the fairytale script, and loving becomes a complicated thing.

But if we fall for you, it's going to be that earth-shattering, life-changing kind of love. It probably won't lead to a ring or a picket fence, but it will be its own kind of beauty.

7. If you want to keep us, let us be free.

Someone once told me that some people are like jets and others are like airports: jets have to have freedom in order to do what they do best, and airports need to be grounded and secure. And the only way the two can work together is if the airport doesn't try to keep the jet out of the skies, and the jet makes sure the airport knows it's coming back.

If you want your partner with commitment issues to find a home in you, give them the space to fly.

8. If we're ever the ones asking for a commitment, we're goners.

Like, we're toast. We've fallen under your spell, we've found a reason to change, and we're done for — possibly for the long haul. This is not a drill. Lock that sh*t down, post haste.

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