Love, Self

The Underlying Reason You're Drawn To Codependent Relationships (That Stems From Your Childhood)

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Codependent relationship junkies try to make their partner totally dependent on them, so they will never be able to leave. This kind of codependency is the result of a childhood that was full of unmet needs. The co-dependent believes that if they sacrifice enough, their partner will give them everything they didn't get when they were growing up.

Codependent adults grew up in families where there wasn't a lot of nurturing. Codependency is more common in children of alcoholics, drug addicts, and domestic abusers but the lack of nurturing can occur in all kinds of families in many different ways.

The children learn that what the parents need and want is more important than what they, the children, need and want.

When the children demand care, the parents either don’t respond or respond by telling them they are selfish or undeserving, or with verbal or even physical attacks. As a result, the children feel guilty asking for care.

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Typically, these kinds of needy parents express love for their children only when the children are taking care of the parents. The message is that in order to be loved and to be a good person, you must take care of others and ask nothing in return.

The codependent learns that the way to get love from others is it to rescue them as they always tried to rescue their parents.

When children aren't nurtured or cherished as individuals, they feel abandoned, helpless, isolated, and hopeless. Their true self isn't seen or isn't valued.

While a healthy, nurtured child becomes confident and proud of who they are, the neglected child becomes ashamed of who they truly are. Their true self — with all its needs and desires and dreams — is buried.

A neglected child feels they will never be "good enough" and so they project a false self — the person they think they must become in order to get what they need. They become further and further removed from their true self and more convinced that if they can just give up enough of themselves, they will finally be loved.

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Codependency thrives in this shame-filled, inauthentic, and desperate space.

At the bottom of codependency is the act of extreme giving to others in order to get love and acceptance, to feel needed. Codependents expect others will be grateful for all this selflessness, and if others are not, they feel resentful and unappreciated.

Rather than leaving the relationship, they just try harder. This cycle of shame and effort and codependence feeds the marriage addiction.

At the core of this negation of self is fear. Codependents are afraid they will be "exposed", that people will see how unlovable they really are and abandon them.

They’re afraid to make a mistake, afraid to be less than perfect, afraid they’ll never be enough. They’re also afraid to be alone and need constant affirmation and companionship. They need to be needed because they believe that someone will stay with them only if that person is dependent on them.

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Sherry Gaba, LCSW is a Radio Host, Certified Transformation Coach and author of the award-winning book The Law of Sobriety: Attracting Positive Energy for a Powerful Recovery and Ecourse. You can take her quiz to find out if you are co-dependent or sign up for a 30-minute strategy session with Sherry. Check out Sherry’s new book The Marriage and Relationship Junkie: Kicking Your Obsession.

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