If You’re Struggling With Relationship Confidence, Psychology Says These 5 Reasons Might Explain Why
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See Plus | Unsplash Have you ever met someone who was so desperate for love that they would do anything to try and keep a relationship working? A few years ago, I was that guy. I was needy and desperate, just like your standard insecure men.
I was empty. Missing the heart of who I was. To fill this emptiness, I began working 100 hours a week. I was motivated by the belief that financial wealth would give me the approval I craved.
When I wasn’t working, I was using my partner to validate my worthiness by trying to win her approval. I would attempt to please her by picking up flowers or surprise gifts, even when I didn’t have the money. I would drop my friendships faster than a hot potato for time with her.
It was a terrible bind: if I showed my true colors, I would be left. And if I hid who I was, I would be loved. Looking back, I can see how this mistaken belief blocked me from seeing the evidence that I could be accepted by my partner as I was, flaws and all. And even if my partner didn’t accept me as I was, someone else would.
But the pressure to find love kept me pursuing it from the very people who wouldn’t give it to me. That’s because these romantic partners validated the toxic beliefs I had developed about myself.
If you find yourself with relationship insecurity in your romantic life, you may be one of the insecure men who find themselves plagued with guilt and desperation. But here are five reasons you may be needy, and how feeling insecure isn't always your fault.
If you’re struggling with relationship confidence, psychology says these 5 reasons might explain why
1. You grew up with an anxious parent
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When you are born, you are helplessly dependent on your caregivers. In the 1950s a man named John Bowlby began studying the nature of an infant’s bond to a mother. He theorized that the availability and responsiveness of our caregivers in times of stress would cultivate” felt security.”
Throughout countless interactions with caregivers, an infant starts to create a mental script that makes predictions about how the world works.
- “If I cry, my mom will come to hold me and feed me.”
- “If I reach for my dad, he will pick me up.”
As a child, we begin to predict whether our caregivers will be there to support us if we become overwhelmed or encounter an obstacle. When they adequately provide relief, we calm down and return to other activities. We feel safe. This felt security builds a mental belief system that teaches us that we matter, that we can take risks, and that we are worthy of love.
Unfortunately, not all of us have caregivers who were responsive. This impacts the way we view ourselves. A person who is considered needy likely grew up in a family with an anxious parent who was unpredictably available.
At times, this type of parent could have been loving, overly caring, and supportive. Other times they may have been occupied, overwhelmed, and hostile, which meant they appeared incapable of supporting your needs. Sometimes you were put in a position to take responsibility for this parent’s emotional state. You had to parent your parent.
At a young age, these mixed messages are confusing. So we often internalize these experiences. “If mommy yells at me for wanting to be held, then maybe I’m not worthy of her love.” Dr. Dan Siegel describes the needy partner as having a “confused core self.” These experiences form internal representations about what we deserve and what our romantic partners are willing to give us.
2. You choose partners who confirm your unworthiness
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We are attracted to relationships that confirm our self-views and avoid those that don’t, even if they’re healthier. If you believe you’re unworthy of love like I do, then guess what? It’s likely that you’re going to love someone who confirms that.
Leslie Becker-Phelps, Ph.D., highlights that there are three ways that we do this:
- Selective attention: We tend to focus on the feedback that validates our unlovability, rather than the information that makes us feel worthy.
- Selective memory: Our memories only recall the times our partners were unavailable or when we felt too needy. And when we have events that counter our beliefs, we may not even remember them.
- Selective interpretation: We neglect to question information that verifies our unworthiness, and we tend to label events that highlight our worthiness as random events.
Maybe like me, you pay close attention to any evidence that you’re a burden and needy. In doing so, you neglect the evidence of the amazing attributes you offer as a romantic partner and a human being. This needs to confirm our unworthiness is often so strong that we select partners who validate this, and we choose to behave in ways that put our partners in a position to act in accordance with what we believe.
Individuals with low self-worth may unconsciously seek out relationships that validate their negative self-image, potentially leading to unhealthy relationship patterns. One study suggested that individuals with low self-esteem may unconsciously sabotage relationships to prove their perceived unworthiness. This can manifest as being overly critical of themselves and their partners, seeking reassurance, or engaging in behaviors that push their partners away, ultimately confirming their negative self-image
3. You assume your partner is emotionally unavailable when they are just busy
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When we see ourselves as unlovable, we often focus on the ways our partners confirm this. For example, when my partner was at work and wouldn’t return my text, I believed it was because she didn’t care enough. Or because she was texting another guy.
Instead of being comforted by the idea that she had an important work meeting, my mind created a movie of her intentionally sabotaging our relationship. The more anxious I was, the more often I created these thoughts.
I was blind to the chances of her being available. And I was unaware of how my thoughts were verified and instead focused on the moments that she was unavailable. We reinforce our unworthiness through our interactions with our partners.
Research supports that misinterpreting a partner's busy schedule as emotional unavailability can be a symptom of low relationship confidence or insecurity. This often stems from underlying issues like fear of intimacy, past trauma, or attachment styles that lead to anticipating rejection or abandonment.
4. You act out because you fear rejection
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Needy lovers and insecure men are paranoid about being rejected by their partners. This is a result of our early childhood experiences or difficult adult relationships. For instance, when my partner did become emotionally available for me, she was met with criticism about the times she wasn’t available. This made her feel like she could never do anything right.
Stan Tatkin, PsyD proposes that when a needy person’s partner is available it triggers a “psychobiological anticipation of imminent rejection or withdrawal.” And so we try to counter this fear of disappointment through negativistic behavior.
In a way, it’s a shield against the vulnerability of depending on our partners. The more available they become, especially during distressing times, the more the emotional memories of abandonment come to mind.
It goes like this, “I’m so happy to see you! Wait a second. I also remember you not being here for me when I needed you most. I can’t trust you. You’re going to not be here again. I know it. I’m angry at you.”
According to Tatkin, needy lovers do this in a few ways:
- Intentionally deny physical affection, even if you secretly crave it
- Complaints about your partner being unreliable, not caring enough, or being selfish
- Believing you are fundamentally broken and a burden to your partner
- Hold grudges and try to “settle the score”
- Creating drama by saying things like, “This isn’t working for me.”
- Withdrawing to punish your partner for “rejecting” you
This negative behavior creates a self-fulfilling prophecy. Another way we do this is by pushing away a significant other with threats of ending the relationship, anger, or harsh sarcasm despite deeply craving our partner to move closer.
It’s like you’re constantly testing your partner’s commitment. “If I threaten to leave, do I matter enough for you to come after?” Unfortunately, this is the last thing your partner wants to do because they’ve just been berated by you. Again, this validates your self-view that you are unworthy of love even more. As you can see, a needy person often makes their partner feel what they fear most: rejection.
The final way a needy partner does this is by indirectly asking for what you need or hoping your partner will read your mind because “you want them to prove that you’re important to them.” The notion of asking for what you need is counterintuitive because it violates the belief that you are not deserving of having those needs met.
Individuals might become hostile, socially withdrawn, or overly accommodating to protect themselves from rejection. A 2018 study suggested that these behaviors can lead to ongoing relationship difficulties, as the individual's hypervigilance and tendency to misinterpret situations create a cycle of anxiety and fear.
5. You sacrifice your needs to make the relationship work
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Needy lovers are people-pleasers. Due to childhood experiences, they learned that the best way to receive love and care is to focus on others’ needs first.
Since needy lovers focus on caring for their partners, they pay a price for emotional security because they are never sure if they will receive the care they want. They never really ask for what they want. They’re too afraid it will cause problems in the relationship, or cause their partner to reject them entirely.
So they wear a smiling mask. Underneath the happy face is a resentful and angry one. Part of the problem is not wearing your heart on your sleeve or being honest about your needs. Due to the unpredictable availability of the people you depend on, you often neglect your needs to maintain the relationship because that’s what’s worked in the past.
If your goal is to maintain good feelings in the relationship, then you’ll focus on making the relationship work at the cost of yourself, instead of making the relationship work for you.
As a needy lover, you have so much to offer a relationship: affection, emotional intimacy, and care. Unfortunately, the past can sabotage that. Creating a secure-functioning relationship that makes you happy will require you to face the issues that have burdened you since your childhood.
The path is intentionally collecting the positive evidence that you’re loveable, understanding your triggers so you can stop reacting and start responding, and learning how to communicate your needs in such a way that your partner has a roadmap to your heart.
Kyle Benson is a relationship coach who writes to help others understand the science of love and relationships.
