Reviving The Heart

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Reviving The Heart
A dating coach's insight on love and loss.

I’m in the business of love. But even though it’s my profession, it also becomes personal. My emotions get tangled in the cords that are my clients’ heartstrings. As an advisor along their heart’s journey, I feel along with them: When they’re in love, I radiate; when their hearts break, mine chips.

I remember the moment Joe* called to share the news of his engagement as vividly as if it were a movie that I’ve watched a million times. I paced wildly around my teeny New York City apartment, squealing with joy, asking him question after question about his OkCupid bride-to-be, how he proposed and the details of the upcoming wedding. We were giddy, laughing together — a shared moment of bliss. My student was about to graduate from the school of online dating with a PhD in matrimony. I literally jumped up and down as I told him how ecstatic I was for this major milestone in his life, something he’d never forget. And I’d never forget either — Joe’s engagement and wedding was the first of my professional career.

 

Yes, I’m in the business of love, but with that comes loss. I have to be honest and say that when I created a profession that would sync heartbeats I — perhaps naively — never considered the other extreme that the people whose lives’ I touch might face. When I first heard that Joe’s wife passed away suddenly in her sleep at the age of 32 after only one year of marriage I couldn’t do anything except sit speechless. My mind whirred, trying to think of what I could have done to protect their union, but there were no answers. I attempted to write Joe with my condolences, but for possibly the first time in my entire life I found myself at a loss for words. I knew exactly what to say to my first engaged client, but had no idea how to comfort the first widow of my work. And as Joe feels grief beyond the imaginable, all I could do was cry and mourn the loss of his soul mate.

It’s rare that I question my decision to make love my life’s work. But suddenly, my profession, which usually exists to me only in Technicolor glory, is pixilated. Does being a catalyst for love outweigh the loss that people stand to feel? I contemplate this as I prepare for my own nuptials next summer and try to imagine a world without my fiancé, who I met on Twitter. After all, life without our first tweets to each other would be similar to Joe’s life without the profile I wrote for him, the one that attracted his late wife.

While I wouldn’t necessarily know what I was missing had me and my fiancé’s cyber-paths not crossed, I wouldn’t be complete. Part of that is of course because there wouldn’t be an “us,” but there also wouldn’t be a “me.” I’d still exist, but I wouldn’t be this me that I am today, at this very moment — the person who has grown alongside the love of her life. Through emotions, experiences, decisions, sacrifices, life, love and death, we’ve both become an enhanced version of ourselves … together.

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Laurie Davis

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Laurie Davis is an online dating expert and the author of Love @ First Click: The Ultimate Guide to Online Dating. Her company, eFlirt Expert, helps singles navigate flirting and relationships via technology by writing their online dating profiles, decoding their dates’ text messages, managing their digital dating lives, and helping them transition to meaningful, offline relationships. Laurie was nominated Best Dating Coach in the 2013 and 2012 iDate Awards and her advice has been featured in over 200 international media outlets including The New York Times, Good Morning America, Forbes, Men’s Health and Elle. She is engaged to her tweetheart who she eFlirted with in 140 characters on Twitter. Connect with her on Twitter and Facebook!

Location: New York, NY
Credentials: Other
Specialties: Communication Problems, Dating/Being Single Support, LGBT Issues (Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, Transgender)
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