As a divorce coach, I've known that the ability to compromise is one of the requirements for a successful long-term relationship. Although, when the relationship ends, it's pretty common to realize that what you were considering "compromise" wasn't actually. You frequently discover that you were giving in or giving up for the sake of keeping the peace, or for being a good partner. In essence? You lost and your partner won. If someone wins and someone loses, it's not compromise. That's a contest complete with a kept score.
Although we're taught to be good sports when we're kids (act like a gracious winner and a cheerful sport about losing) I don't know anyone who likes to lose again and again and again. That's because continually losing in a contest can lead us to think that we're less than our opponent. When that opponent is our partner, it's a recipe for disaster. Our partner will also inevitably start to believe that we're less than they are, and treat us as such. Then, we start resenting them and lose a little piece of ourselves every time we stuff our thoughts and feelings away for the sake of compromise.
Compromise isn't always about doing what someone else expects or wants. Compromise in a relationship is about two people — who respect each other — being able to talk freely about their different thoughts and ideas, and arriving at a mutual decision that will allow them to move forward in some way.
You and I both know that this isn't how most "real world" relationships works. This "talk freely" stuff is often accompanied by raised voices and maybe even a slammed door or two. But the key is that both people are able to be heard when they speak about what is important to them. Granted, it can be hard to be heard when two people are yelling at each other. So compromise usually works best before the issue reaches a fevered pitch.
When I first got married, I thought that compromise just meant that things were able to move forward in some way; not that my feelings and thoughts were valuable and needed to be part of the equation. I believed that so long as my husband was happy, I should be happy by default. If he wanted to do something, then I should be okay with it no matter what I really thought. I convinced myself that we were great at compromising, but what I was actually great at was giving in and giving up so we wouldn't argue. And every time I did that, I thought less of myself. I lived like that for 18 years. That's a long time to continually chip away at your self-esteem and identity.
When we divorced, part of me felt free. I wouldn't need to worry about pleasing him anymore. Another part of me was scared because I realized that meant I could focus on pleasing myself, but I wasn't really sure what I liked or wanted. It had been so long since I had allowed myself to know the real me.
Fast forward to today. I've been remarried for four years. I know who I am and what makes me happy. One of the things my new husband and I continue to work on is the art of compromise. I'll be honest: when we first got together, we had more contests than compromise. There were plenty of raised voices and door-slamming, but today we're much better at compromise. Compromise for us requires looking at the bigger picture instead of only what's going on in the instant. We look at what our overall goals are for ourselves, each other and our relationship. Once we do that, it's so much easier to compromise instead of battle. And this experience is why I believe that the ability to compromise — really compromise — is a key part of being in a successful long-term relationship.
Your Functional Divorce Assignment:
How well did/do you and your ex compromise? Be extremely honest with yourself. Were you always getting your way? Were you always giving in?
How would you like compromise to be different in a new relationship? Most people see the value in compromise instead of conflict or even always getting their way. What's your opinion?
How will you increase the likelihood of you having the ability to compromise in a new relationship? What do you need to look for in the personality of your new partner to know that you'll be able to compromise in a way that will nurture the relationship? What do you need to change about the way you communicate to allow compromise the way you envision it to be a part of your new relationship?
Feeling like you would appreciate some outside support with this whole idea? You might want to contact a therapist or a divorce coach to get a different perspective and some tools for how to make your next relationship great.
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