Now that I have come to terms with our break up I have been feeling a whole lot more confident in myself. In fact I even let my family introduce me to a very nice man and I spent the day at their house just hanging out and talking to him. I was actually able to have a conversation with him and not worry about what I said. AND he actually listened and commented on what I was saying. He remembered names of my friends I spoke of and I laughed and smiled genuinely for the first time in a long time. I loved it. There was no pressure to date or see each other just a genuinely nice conversation with a VERY good looking man. I do want to see him again. And I will.