When Food is your lover


Do you eat rather than love your partner? Do you need a bowl of ice cream more than a hug?

I run several support groups for the morbidly obese in the Houston area. Two of the groups specifically deal with food addictions. The members in this group participate in a 12 step program that helps them learn new coping mechanisms besides turning to food. It is very difficult; they have been using food as their lover for years. Their relationship with food is different from mine or others. They actually have a relationship with their food. Just as an alcoholic or a drug addict turns to their vice before they turn to their partner, food addicts turn to food. It would seem odd to the person who doesn’t struggle with food to listen in on my groups. You would hear things such as “If I can just have a bowl of Ben and Jerry’s Cherry Fudge I will make it through this.” Or you may hear, “I was so upset, all I could do was run to Sonic and get my fix.” When I first began listening to this, I felt confused, or perplexed, thinking maybe they were kidding about this. Believe me, they were not. They cannot stop once they get started with their vice anymore than an alcoholic can stop after half a bottle of wine. Just as an alcoholic will go to the extent of drinking someone else’s drink to get a fix, the food addict will eat off of other’s plates, and several have admitted to going to the trash can for food previously thrown away.
As the group progresses, what becomes clear is the majority of these patients have been brought up with another addiction. Maybe their parents were alcoholic, abusive, gamblers, smokers, or hoarders. The child learned it was safer to turn to food or some other substance for comfort because turning to a human for a hug or soothing words was impossible. Many of these food addicts lose weight to get married, only to find that they don’t have the skills to communicate loneliness, boredom, or anxiety to their partner. They slowly begin to turn to what has helped soothe them in the past, which is food. Before long, communication is compromised in the relationship. There is severe weight gain, which begins a disastrous cycle of withdrawing from sex, and turning to food. Soon the partner isn’t happy and the food addict feels shameful and guilty. These feelings of guilt and shame lock the cycle of turning to food even more securely. Members in the group tell me often that their eating has ruined their marriage, or the way they look disgusts their partner. For anyone in the health profession to tell these people to simply stop eating or to get the weight loss surgery without addressing the underlying feelings and emotions is malpractice. I say this, but understand it is done every day. After all my food addiction group is filled with patients who failed with a weight loss surgery prior to joining. When I ask them, if they had been counseled prior to surgery the response is always, “No, I could not afford that.” In truth they cannot afford not to get counseling prior to surgery.
How can you help if you are married or know a food addict? I am so glad you asked. Below are a few suggestions to help you get started.
1. Realize that your partner or friend has a bigger problem than just eating too much. They need professional help, and they need it now. Find out who is on your plan for insurance and what it allows for help with eating disorders.
2. Encourage your partner to begin turning to you for comfort. This can be done by paying attention to when they eat, and what they eat. Food addicts find the evening especially difficult to manage. They are tired, overwhelmed and depressed. Hold them, talk to them, and avoid food.
3. Help them join a food addiction group. There are several in Houston and “Over Eaters Anonymous” offers a 12 step program for food addicts.
4. Your partner suffers shame and guilt every day. Try to remember this, and be gentle. There is a lot of secrecy in this disorder. If they let you in, respect that.
5. If you are the overeater, I want you to know you are still loveable despite your weight. I know you don’t love yourself right now, but that is possible to change. You need to make the first call, but there is help.
Food addicts are hurt, and we as a society continue the hurt. We tease them, gawk at them, and look at them disgustingly or not at all. It’s not a matter of who is to blame, or whose fault it is. We are each responsible for our own choices and actions. However, I think it is more humane to be a person who embraces others rather than excludes them on the basis of their afflictions. –Mary Jo Rapini

For more information go to: www.maryjorapini.com
Talk to me on my fan page: http://www.facebook.com/maryjorapini
Tweet me: @ Mary Jo Rapini
Join Mary Jo on Tuesday morning at 8a.m. with Maria Todd and Brad Booker on Mix 96.5.
Join me every Thursday Morning on “Mind, Body, Soul with Mary Jo” on Fox 26 at 9 a.m.
Healthy Happy Hour is on Fox 26 every Friday morning in the 8a.m. and 9a.m. Hour.