what should i do about this boy?

what should i do about this boy?

there's this boy who i am crazy about.

there's no one with his personality and all i want to do is be with him.

however, i told him how i felt, twice, and we ended up becoming strangers and then becoming friends again both times.

now, i'm friends with him and i thought i was over him, but he's always getting under my skin.

i still get jealous when i see him with other girls (thank god its not
often), and jealousy was the emotion that always landed us in an

i think i love him. i miss him so much it hurts. sometimes i want to just kiss him, but i don't want to steal his first kiss.

i care about him no matter what and i don't even know what his thoughts on me are.

we made a pact to get fit (he'll get muscles; and i'll lose a bit of
weight) by the summer. he says that when he sees me in the summer, he
won't "hope" to turn me on, but "knows" he will.

i don't know if he's just being cocky (which he always is), or he's hitting on me.

we still talk from time to time. mostly he messages me first because
whenever i message him, the conversation dies pretty quickly. and i
don't want him to know that i feel the need to talk to him.

i don't know what to do. should i shy away from him and tell him the
truth for the third time? it's senior year, and i want to spend as much
time with him as possible before we never see each other again. i want
him to remember who i was/am. cause i know i'll always remember him.


Expert advice

Save your breath because you only need two words to make him commit.
Are you REALLY thinking about their happiness?
If you keep finding yourself in heartbreaking, dead end relationships, listen up.
It seems like you can't do anything right.