My Old Blog, A History Of Crazy

My old blog, a history of crazy

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Subject : You Need Acceptance

Posted Date: : Oct 23, 2009 10:06 PM

You aren't truly happy in life unless you
are able to accept yourself, flaws and all.

You also need to be accepted by other
people. You like feeling you belong and that you're not being judged.

You are a welcoming and open minded person.
It's not hard for you to accept others for who they are.

You believe that everyone is happiest when
we live without judgement or prejudice. And you're doing your part to make that

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Subject : patience vs expectations

Posted Date: : Oct 18, 2009 8:35 PM

Good things come to those who wait. 

I wanted what I wanted and I wanted it TEN

That just isn't how things work.

Right now, I'm pretty happy with the way
things are going in my personal life. 
I'm making better decisions and I'm not blowing all my money getting
drunk.  Shit, I was hammered after 4
beers friday night.

Success is the best revenge.

I saw an old "her" this
weekend.  She is still an emotionless
shell of a human being.  I look like
fucking ghandi compared to her.  It's ok
to let people into your life.  And to
think, the person I used to be couldn't see himself with anyone else. 

I win. 

So now I'm happy not being in a
relationship.  I'm getting to know
someone very slowly, at our own pace. 
And I haven't put any ridiculous expectations on it.  This is someone I want to know and learn
about become close with and whatever happens happens. 

Learning to trust, learning to give,
learning let people in.  It seems like
such elementary ideas but sometimes you need to stop and evaluate where you are
in life and try to catch up where you're falling behind. 

I decided that I'm too hard on myself
sometimes.  A lot of times. 

I need to lose the superiority complex that
I seem to have, its just doesn't fit me. 

I mean, I know I'm better than everyone
else, that doesn't mean I have to make sure everyone knows that.  They should just be able to tell.  ;)

(that was a joke)

Just because I don't have expecatations on
this one thing doesn't mean I will settle for whatever I get. 

I'm one hell of a catch, if I let you get
to know me. 

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Subject : thoughts and observations

Posted Date: : Sep 30, 2009 8:27 PM

I know this girl that makes me wonder about
whats possible.

Theres this girl thats on my mind. 

She's impossible.

(What I mean by impossible is the least
likely thing

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