I'm young, so my liking for guys (or girls, if they're special) is always flimsy and changes quickly. I've had some pretty grim boyfriends and I've made heaps of terrible decisions for my age, but they make me who I am. I've learnt from them, and that's all that matters now that they are in the past. I have the problem of liking my friends :S Which is brutal because I can never open up about my feelings in fear that I will ruin friendships. I like smart guys who talk about life and theories and philosophies, it is my weakness :) I'm just trying to work through my issues and find somebody I can love and rely on. And that's my biggest fear - that I will never love someone fully who can love me back in life.