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Will he take me back after I cheated on him?
Ive been with my boyfriend for 6 years. We have been in a long distance relationship for over a year and it was very difficult on both of us. Towards the end of the year I met someone else and started having feelings and told him about it. He immediately flew to me and proposed to me and I said yes at first but then I decided to call it off because I felt it was for the wrong reasons. I was soooo confused. All I have wanted is to marry my boyfriend for six years but then I started to think it was never going to happen because he would always make it seem like that was way too much to ask and not for five more years. He was never sure and he only bought the ring after I told him about the other guy. I felt like he should have been sure about me when things were good between us. Well I then cheated on him with this other person and told him about that too. I hurt him so badly and he was so torn up for a while. He is now trying to move on and start a new life and wants me out of his life which I completely understand but I still love him. I want to try to make it work but he is not hearing me at all and he doesnt think it can ever work. I made a huge mistake and I know I should let him move on but I feel that I need to at least try. I just feel like such a bad person. He would have never done anything like this to me, he is much stronger and I know he feels that I have no character and that I am a liar and cheater. But the thing is I told him everything. And I have always been very honest with him about everything. Should that at least count for something? Should I have hope that he will someday take me back or am I dreaming?