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What Should I Do (contd.)

Published on March 5, 2013 by krevanille

I apologize for this. My question got cut off, due to computer issues, so I'm posting the rest here.

As I said, she told me she wasn't feeling well, I told her I love her and that I hoped she felt better soon. She told me that she loved me too and got off the cam. However, she texted me about a minute or so later telling me that it was alright to text her, because she was laying down. So I did for the next few days or so, but I notice that she would talk less and less each day.

Exactly a week had gone by, and I was discussing with my girlfriend some issues about my college graduation. I told her that they were pushing the date back, but I would still be able to go see her right after. She asked me when was graduation, and I told her that it was around June. She got quiet for a few moments, and then told me that she couldn't take it anymore, and that distance just isn't making her happy. I practically reeled back in shock....when I asked her why, she told me that it would be best to end this now, because the timing just wasn't right. She told me how much she loved me, but she just couldn't deal with it anymore.

Surprisingly enough, we DIDN'T break up, but now she just doesn't talk as much anymore, and she won't cam because she doesn't want to look at me.

What should I do? I really can't get to her until I graduate this June. It hurts that I'm not able to hold her when she's feeling down and tell her that everything is going to be alright. I'm not there in person, and it's making both of us miserable. She deserves so much more than the phone or some damn computer screen with my face talking to her. Which is why I want to see her, but it seems that the pressure is getting to her...