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Online Love Lost
There have been circumstances in my life that have caused me to have incredibly low self esteem. I am a 23 year old, attractive, witty woman on the outside but on the inside I feel like an ugly little girl. The problem is, I've never had a boyfriend. I've never even really given myself the opportunity to have one as I am completely closed off. I recently joined a dating website to see if I got any attention or potential love interests but I know that deep down, I was never really ready to ACTUALLY embark on any real relationship. However, I did connect with someone and we texted everyday and called eachother often and I felt really happy and smitten by him. This went on for two weeks with a few invites from him to hang out and me creating some excuse. Finally two days ago he asked to meet me at my work which is a restaurant and I said "no, but can I call you later?" To which he responded "no, don't worry about it." and I havent spoken to him since. I got quite upset and told him he shouldn't be mad at me, afterall it's only been two weeks. The next day, still nothing..so I apologized and told him that I just am not comfortable meeting yet. The next day, still nothing, so I told him that after such a short time I really enjoy talking to him and that I would love to meet him sometime soon. NOTHING. Finally I tried to phone and he blocked my call. I don't know why, but I am just devastated by this. Is this normal? I don't even know the guy but we seemed to just connect so well! I feel like I need answers and that I don't deserve to be just dropped out of nowhere when everything was going seemingly awesome. I don't know whether to cry or just punch something. What do i do?