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Need ex girlfriend advice.

Published on January 8, 2013 by life413

Ok, so this story is long and goes back awhile, but here we go: I went to a small private school and had gone to school with my ex all my life, even before we had dated. I remember even back when we were in like first grade and kindergarten.. But it wasn't until my 10th grade year that I really started to notice this girl. Well me and her started talking and in January 2009 me and her started dating.. We dated for a year and a half before we broke up.. And I will admit it was my fault.. I never cheated or anything like that. I just was having a some family problems and also problems at school and I ended up just developing a bad attitude. We broke up after a year and a half of dating and about 3 months later I realized how stupid and how bad my attitude was. I completely changed my attitude, back to good. Told her I wanted her back. She said that she doesn't know if she can forget all of the mean and ridiculous things I said, but she also said that she can tell that I have changed, and that my attitude is so much better.. Fast forward 2 and a half years, and we are at today. I am a completely different person almost since we broke up 2 and a half years ago, but me and her have basically no relationship. Not even aquaintances. We barely talk.. I have been in love with this girl since about 3 months into our relationship. And now that we have broken up I still love and care for her. Don't get me wrong, I'm not like this stalker or obsessed person. I never talk to her, never bother her.. And I'm actually open minded about dating girls, I'm not just stuck on her. But she's always somewhere in my mind. I know that if she would give me a second chance I would be with her in a heartbeat. I truly love this girl. Not to mention that I dream about hear seriously almost every night which makes my feelings stronger. It seems so real sometimes.. If anyone has any advice, I would greatly appreciate it