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It's been pretty much a year and I still have feelings for her.
So,yeah,I'm pretty young but I still hope you can take me seriously(That is if anyone really cares to read anyway.) I used to have a pretty good life,aside from all the constant arguments between my parents,but I was still a very happy kid,with alot of confidence.I'll come straights out with it...Im about16 years old. I met this very pretty girl and I'll be honest I was very much interested in her. Everyday I would wake up and comb my hair,get dressed,and give her a soft,warm little hug just as I would do everytime I saw her.Even when it got akward when her freind was nearby I atleast would smile and wave at her from time to time while we both walked home. We became the best of freinds and even told eachother "I love you." From time to time. She even told me things that meant alot to me,things she never told anyone. I Indeed fell in love with her. Weeks later my mother and father lost their jobs and our house. We had to live in motels for a really long time. Sge helped me through alot of that. But things just turned from bad to worse for me,when suddenly motels didnt last as long as we thought and I soon had to move to a homeless shelter. That was when I confessed my feelings for her and,lucky me,she felt the same. Even through.something so bad I was atleast really happy about that! For a very amazing,but short time,I had her and she was all I wanted. But soon No more texts,facebook statuses,or anything from her. She told me she couldn't handle me and her because of the problems she was facing with her.mom's illnes and all.She was just too depressed I guess. For so long I've been.just feeling emotionally numb and just so bitter over her,and its been almost a year. It's Christmas time and there's.no way I'm gonna have a good one. Im still in this position with my living situation,fortunately not as bad,but bad. So I won't be celebrating the holidays in a nice big house like she will be this Christmas. The point is she has moved on and I think im at the point of realizing I'm in denial that she doesn't care about me. I can't accept her new boyfreinda and crushes she talks about all the time. It hurts so damn bad,and I don't know what to do. Thanks for listening,I guess,if you even care.