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Is it just sex, or something more?
I have a very complicated relationship with the guy I lost my virginity to. Well, maybe it's not so complicated. I've had strong feelings for him since long before that happened, and it's four years later and I'm still into him. Long story short, we hook up rarely (a couple times a year) but its always amazing and never awkward. He also does things like tell me that I'm amazing, send me emails if things that remind him of me, says he wants to meet my family, and always responds to my texts. But we've never actually dated. I have zero idea how he feels about me. Now I've moved on to grad school and want to start a new life, but I can't move on relationship wide because of the possibility that he might actually care about me. Am I being played? Should I tell him how I feel? Or just move-on?