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How to find my way back to happniess?..
I would like to hear your advice.. I am 20 years old. My last relationship was1,5 years ago. I've tried going to party places, pubs, even tried out internet dating, but I haven't been able to find a decent guy for myself. I feel really depressed and sad these days and when I get home I just wanna cry. At my work or school I don't have the time to think about this part of my life, because I'm busy, but at home it just comes into my mind ..
I've gained like +10 Kg in this past 1,5 years and right now my self-confidence is nowhere to be found. I've read many books but they can't really seem to help.. I know I have psychological problems like..I always want to measure up to people's expectations, and I reflected this on my partners too ( I wanted them to be "the best" too, but honestly I gave it a thought this year and I wrote up what are the needs for me in a realtonship, and I gave up my big expectations). It hurts so badly to see people (even my friends) to have relationships and that they are happy... I want a nice, funny guy too..
Could you please help me what to do with my life?