How do you truly forgive and can you truly trust again?

Published on February 15, 2013 by lmi

How do you forgive? How do you trust again after lies, yet no admittance - deny-deny, delete-delete. I am in such a quandry of push and pull. Is it Me and my fears or is it my gut? I doubt myself so much I hate me...I hate what it is doing to me...what it is doing to my marriage. Resentment is building and I am shutting down. I am way too emotional that I over think, I over generalize, have irrational thoughts and all I can do is think wth...I want my marriage to work why can't i let it go...i am pushing him away and it's a slow kill of all the things that are foundation between couples. Help...which I am in search of...because apparently its all me...