When i became pregnant 5 five ago my ex an i had only been dating for about 5 months, we broke up when the baby was 2 months old, we got back together a few times, within the first year, after that, we often had a drunken fumble, ect, but then last year he got a girlfriend, we ended up going to court, abusing the life out of one another an we were actually convinced we hated each other. until two weeks ago, he came to collect the child, his relationship is now over, an while talkin to me, we looked each other in the eyes for the first time in years, an it sent tingles threw my spine.. He offered for me an our daughter to spend the night last week, we had a lovely first family night together, our daughter loved it, an while she slept we had some wine an lots of sex. He turned up in the pub he knew i would be in sat, an suggested i leave with him that night. His texts are purely sexual, but when were together he's hugging an stroking me kissing an cuddling. but when he calls to collect our daughter we cant look at each other again. i never stopped loving him, im wondering does anybody know how he night feel