still with my husband, we had another fight, got physical even more than the last, he hit me, no he HIT ME, nearly broke my jaw, busted lips, blood everywhere, I went hay crazy on him, nearly went to jail. we were high, shouldnt have been, dont know why now, black ppl, (sorry) cant do meth, I stopped after this, I really went cold turkey,. he left, scared I was gonna call the cops, went drinking, smoke weed, nearly died, was in the hospital, his heart rate was 80 over 60 for a big guy thats bad, I took him back for pitty and love sake, we still arue