,..after my broke up with my 3rd bf,..i cant think that i can really survive being alone and be happy even though im totally broken,..i make my self busy for me not to be stress thingking of it,..and then a guy comes along named oliver,..we always make a conversation,jokes,and sometimes we laugh together,..one time he ask me to come with him togethe with his friends,..we ride in a motor going with nowhere,.. we enjoy it because we were together,..he said to me that there is one thing that stop him to court me,..and that thing is the memories that i cant let go with my 3rd bf,..and i told him that past is past,..then a month he became my bf,..then a months ago he told me that they need to leaved there house near at me because of some reason,..his mother dont like me but it doesnt matter to me until one they our long distance rel. end,..but i cant moved on,..i had a boyfriend after him but still his memories is all i wanted,..what will i do to move on,..i broke my bf because of my ex,..haahii!!!!! :(