Diaries of a Traveling Tantrika ~ 'Not so Sexy'

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     Yet my enjoyment shifted completely when i suddenly heard moans from just a few feet away, and my focus startled abruptly away from this beautiful man in front of me.  In a dazed and drunken panic, I stared up, heart pounding and wide-eyed, as the raw reality of what was happening rushed into me with an emotional tidal wave upon hearing their pleasure.  Startled into sobriety, time stopped, and I realized my dear partner Matthew, was already  on the bed making love to Sarah, Stephens wife!