Then, I asked them whether they would like to hyphenate their last name to have my maiden name also. We were in the car on the way to piano lessons, and it was one of those classic sibling moments when they were both in agreement and just melted into fits of laughter. "What would happen if we married someone who had a hyphenated name?" they giggled. "Would we have four last names?" They then jokingly matched themselves with kids who had a hyphenated name. I took that to mean they were just fine with me changing my name.
Changing my name legally was easy — it was simply the addition of a one line sentence in our divorce decree. The logistics, however, were much harder and more tedious. The sheer number of accounts that had to be changed was overwhelming. Completing the paperwork was time-consuming and then tracking what requests were pending and which ones still needed to be done called for a spreadsheet. Even now, some six years later, there's one account where my married name still pops up on some correspondence. I've given up trying to get it corrected.
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Some of my children's friends are unsure how to address me. I know they're trying to be polite and call me "Mrs." and then they use my married name. I guess that's maybe a common problem for women who don't adopt their husband's name. I let it go. I don't want to embarrass them for using the wrong name but all the same it's a name that doesn't fit. It's a name I don't associate with myself.
In contrast, my name, the one that I grew up with, is an integral part of my identity. It's part of me and I won't ever be changing it again.
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