Have you ever felt confused, immobilized, angry and frustrated at the other end of a conversation and not known why you were feeling this way? The chances are that you were being crazy-made.
Crazymaking is not easy to talk about or describe. It's behavior that on the surface is saying one thing but underneath is really saying something else. It's often behavior that is a projection from the person who is crazymaking onto the person who is being crazymade. It is behavior that is not logical, not based on truth but on manipulating the other person into feeling wrong and changing their behavior.
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Let's take some examples.
Rita and Stanley have been married for 14 years and have two children. Stanley makes a good living as an attorney while Rita stays home raising the children. Rita has also been the one to take care of handling the finances - making the investments and paying the bills. Rita has a good head for finances and has done well managing things.
However, Stanley has a spending addiction. He will suddenly spend huge amounts of money on things that Rita considers unnecessary, without consulting Rita. The result is that Stanley has put their family into a lot of debt. However, when Rita tries to place any limits on Stanley, he yells at her that she is trying to control him, and that it's her fault that he doesn't consult with her first because she always says no. Rita ends up feeling confused, frustrated and angry. She is being crazymade by Stanley in that he is blaming her for his lack of financial responsibility.
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Crazymaking comes in many forms. For example, Kathy is a very successful physician. However, she comes from a family that is threatened by her success. Her family has always wanted control over her being there for them and fears that if she does well she won't care about them. So, when Kathy visits her parents, feeling happy and successful in her life, her mother will often look at her and say something like, "You look so tired and pale. Are you well? You must be working too hard. We're so worried about you." While these comments may sound caring, they are anything but caring - they are crazymaking. They are geared to get Kathy back into the fold, back into being controlled by her parents. They are meant to undermine Kathy and create doubt within her regarding her path and her success.
Rudy has been on a spiritual path for the last few years. One of his old friends, Andy, is very threatened by the changes he sees in Rudy. Andy fears that if Rudy continues to grow emotionally and spiritually, Rudy will no longer be interested in spending time with Andy, since Andy has no interest in personal growth. So, when Rudy told Andy he was planning on attending an Inner Bonding intensive, Andy gave him a crazymaking response: "When are you going to give up looking for a guru to take care of you? When are you going to stop using God as a crutch and get back to reality?"