Some of us have religious issues and some of us just have “masturbation is for bad girls” stuck in our brains.
Your maker creator you a clitoris and the only purpose of your clitoris is to give you an orgasm. It has no other functionality at all. It’s sole purpose is to give you an orgasm. Give yourself permission to use it, figure it out and really love yourself. Pretty soon you will stop talking about how it’s “ok that I didn’t have an orgasm” because you still enjoyed it. That is the OLD WAY of thinking.