The 4 Things I Know For Sure About Choosing Midlife Divorce

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The 4 Things I Know For Sure About Choosing Midlife Divorce
For anyone who's considering - or gone through! - midlife divorce.

I became a front line expert on midlife divorce when my own marriage came tumbling down. There I was, in my mid-40s, trying to make sense of the dissolution of a nearly 25-year union that had produced three amazing kids. I’ve also witnessed dozens of midlife divorces in my psychotherapy practice. And most divorcing folks fit the same mold. Whether we push for the divorce or rail against it, we are all - to a person - confused and overwhelmed at best.
The recent stats on midlife divorce are startling. People over 50 are divorcing in higher numbers than ever before. And women are leading the charge - filing in greater numbers than men.  The “gray divorce” rate has doubled for this population in the last two decades.
The first thing I know for sure about deciding to divorce in midlife is that it’s an incredibly lonely endeavor. Most of life’s other big decisions – where to go to college, what career to pursue, if and when to marry or have kids – have usually been made with the input of family members, educators, partners, and friends.
But midlife divorce is murkier. Usually, you’ve been married to this person for many years. Perhaps even most of your adulthood. In your marriage, you’ve established a life, a routine, and a supposition that you are in it for the long run. Now, you think, you’re done with all you’ve built. And thinking about dismantling it is likely the most torturous decision of your life. Even the most supportive of friends and family can’t tell you what to do. And no therapist, guru, shaman or life coach can tell you if it’s time to leave your marriage. Only you can do that.
Secondly, midlife isn’t really midlife unless you’re 39. We call it midlife as a way of gently sidestepping the reality that we likely have more time behind us than ahead. So, divorcing in what we call midlife is really a decision based on the hope that there’s a better way to live out the healthy years we have left. Sorry for the splash of cold water, but it’s true. I hope you live to 100 but, fact is, few of us do. If you've spent months or years unhappily wondering if your marriage is a happy one, it’s time to take action. Either work on your marriage or don’t - up to you - but do something. And watch the clock.
I also know divorcing in midlife derails the essence of what you thought your life would be. In a sense, your life’s compass, map and GPS have vanished. You’re lost - wandering in the crushing disappointment that the life you promised to live until the end of your days can’t provide you what you need to feel happy and fulfilled. And, in that realization, you’re going to hurt and disappoint the very people you never thought you could. So when you’re choosing to diverge from what nature and biology and TV sitcoms hold as inalienable truths, you may feel like Atlas - dually shouldering a weight-of-the-world decision while planning for the frontier of a whole new life.

This article was originally published at . Reprinted with permission from the author.
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Abby Rodman

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Abby Rodman, LICSW is a psychotherapist in private practice in the Boston area. For nearly 20 years, Abby has helped individuals and couples find their capacity and courage for positive change.

Location: Newton, MA
Credentials: LICSW, MSW, Other
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