I have 2 different idenities. My real name is Debra Sue. So Debbie, Deb, Debbie Sue fit. Right? So how does Sarah fit in? Back in high school, I graduated in 1977(yah I'm getting up there), one of my best friends, a guy also named Dan started calling me Sarah. Long story. Ask me and I'll tell you. Anyway I was called Sarah off and on in high school. Dan only called me Sarah every once in a while in the 30 plus years to follow.......Almost 6 years ago, I met Danny, totally by accident. Again it's a long story which I may or may not share. (HA!) .... Danny has always called me Sarah. So, in Florida, I'm Sarah. Always. To my family and other friends, I'm still Debbie. ---That explains the double names...... I moved from My Beloved Adopted State (I grew up in Alton-Grafton,Illinois) of Colorado where the climate is great and the mountains are AWESOME to Florida, a state I love and HATE with a passion. It's beautiful with all it's waterways. I love it's state parks. But, I REALLY HATE THE CLIMATE. THE HEAT, THE HUMIDITY, THE SOMETIMES DAMP AND CHILLY WINTERS! I'M ALMOST ALWAYS HOT. THEN THERE ARE THE SKEETERS ETC. Danny and I work and play together. But I miss the different seasons. Traveling to visit friends and family. Traveling period. BACKROADS!..... I'm really missing my son, Bobby. He was almost 26 when he died 4 years ago from an asthma attack...I will gladly talk about him.....I feel as if life is passing me by. Yet, after years of health problems, lupus and kidney problems, I'm healthier and happier than ever. But the restlessness is getting worse........
jealousy makes some people crazy with a capitol "C"
An update on my love(less) life!! :)
The American notion of "love."
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I LOVE YOU !
This is the first blog I've ever written; it's weird. I feel pretty weird myself. Shouldn't a person be able to discern her feelings? Know exactly how she feels about a person? My ex did some hurtful things in the 6 months preceding our breakup. We were together for several years and were dissimilar in our interests. We've been talking for about 3 months now. He says he wants to be more than friends and has made some dramatic changes in his life. We're more compatible now than before! I'm so frustrated because I'm not sure how I even feel towards him. And now he would make a much better partner than before. So, this stresses me out. It doesn't help that a few people have said "Well, if you don't know by now then it isn't right." He was a big part of my life, and I know I don't want to lose him. But I'm not sure if I want more than friendship...I just feel like I'm an idiot for not knowing : /
How I went from happily married to married but completely confused and wishing I could be happy.