Tori Spelling is now the mother of four happy and healthy kids (Liam, 6, Stella, 5, Hattie, 2, and Finn, 1), but the Spelling It Like It Is author reveals frightening details about her high-risk pregnancy with Finn.
"I was in the hospital for two months laying flat on my back, and I couldn't even walk around the hospital. I had a lot of time to think about my baby, my life, and myself. I had some pretty dark moments … I knew that I could literally sit there and spiral out of control with the negative thoughts," Mrs. Dean McDermott shares.
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Instead, Tori began envisioning, well, the family she has now. "I had to picture what was going to be. In my mind, I had to convince myself that it was going to be okay, and that Finn and I were going to be okay. I pictured myself getting there with a healthy baby. I feel like our minds can do crazy things and we don't even know what we are capable of doing. It really taught me that I could take myself to a positive place."
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