Until my 8th chakra and its soul contracts were dealt with there was no full relief. Shelley explained that the 8th chakra factors kept me entangled emotionally even when my conscious mind knew better. She said it was even harder to let go if there have been multiple experiences of the same theme in one's life. That build up attracts more of the same unless the pattern is interrupted. The karmic pattern that was driving this drama in my own mind was a toxic combination of stress, fear, lack of safety in vulnerability, guilt, shame and grief over paternal loss. All these factors were playing out in the realm of romance. Here are Shelley's notes on our session:
AGENDA: "untethering the cord from past love interests so that you can feel free"
8th chakra: Karma affecting central nervous system def: "I feel like myself when I am with you"
8th chakra: Karma affecting libido def: "there's something about you that makes me nervous to be physically raw and open and vulnerable with you"
8th chakra: Karma affecting pelvis def: "it is not safe to be sensual with myself and vulnerable at the same time"
I'm seeing a silver energy cord wrapped around your pelvis, it's still attached via these karmic entanglements. Balancing karmic areas affected removes this cord completely. Any factors creating deception, manipulation, or angst is removed now so that you are less affected from these karmic experiences. What I am seeing is that for you these influences have been affecting all your relationships with men so you will feel more freedom in your relationships with men in general. This agenda is now complete! You may be processing this for up to a week, so make sure to sleep, hydrate, and tap out your cortices if you are feeling stuck.
AGENDA: finding a way to have relationships with men that are stress-free!!!!
Body chemistry:intolerances to uncertainty in communication affecting amygdala
END AGENDA complete
Print out and read the last two weeks of your blog posts in order. See if you notice a change in the tone of your writing since the last session homework.
During the time of Shelley's second BodyTalk session interesting coincidences occurred. My social media had postings related to the karmic issues being cleared. I got an email from my matchmaker Anni Powers about a new man who fit Captain America's profile but was more a Dr. Reid type from Crimminal Minds. By the completion of the second BodyTalk session I had a dinner date set arranged with my match via Anni.