"Colin" never told me he liked me. I still don't know if he ever did. I think he did not. BodyTalk practitioner and coach Heather Strang aka "Healing Heather" feels he was sincere and wasn't trying to use me as a dating lab rat without regard. Unlike Andy, I never said to "Colin" that I was attracted to him on the surface and beyond. We had a very different dynamic but contrary to appearances, any warmth I had towards Andy, was like Arctic frost compared to my sentiment towards "Colin".
Merry Wise, author of Learn to Be a Soul Mate Magnet, told me that it was just a mirror. Perhaps Colin Doppelganger was simply showing me about my own tendencies to keep my distance on dates even if I'm being friendly. That is all it was. I want to agree with both Heather and Merry. I just wish my heart had stayed chill. My mind can't understand why it was Colin doppelganger instead of the Fassbender double who had that heart opening effect on me. The only explanation is that he employed the the best of NLP.
For some reason my emotions were like the toasty embers of a fireplace. Cozy comfort. Andy may have generated a few sparks but they went cold fast. Colin doppelganger was more a slow steady fire. The experience was interesting, somewhat surreal, and ended too soon. Colin doppelganger was able to do what even Andy in his most Fassbender like moves could not....got my heart to breathe again. It was Colin doppelganger who had my heart singing ... I want to dance and love and dance again.
Now, it's like my heart is healing and letting go of needing an answer but at times, is almost humming ... it's a hopeless place to ever think the truth will be known. It still needs some Irish luck to 100% forget all about it. Ironically, Michael Fassbender and Colin Farrell are both considered the best Irish exports to American film. At least I know that Colin is real.