More than two years after finishing my degree, my husband and I are still together—it's been 22 years now—and the D word was only uttered once, in the pitch of (a stupid) battle.
Still, our marriage, and our family, took some hits during those stressful two years while I was overwhelmed with constant deadlines, a towering reading list, a competitive graduate school atmosphere, and anxiety over finances and future job prospects. Our already busy lives teetered into an unsteady juggle to keep our home life, marital relationship and child-rearing in balance. I'm hardly an expert, but I think I learned a few things that might be helpful to other moms who may be contemplating, or just embarking on, a return to academia.
1. Forget gender roles and your usual M.O. Swap chores and responsibilities in a way that makes sense given your new time constraints, regardless of what you and your spouse may have done in the past.
2. Opt out. Learn to say NO to anything that will suck up your time and not serve your goals. I said no to volunteering, work colleagues and even my mother. We all survived and, afterwards, I was able to pick up where I left off. How Yes And No Helped Me Simplify My Life
3. Remember that your education will benefit everyone. If guilt creeps in—about how much time and/or money you are spending on graduate school—remind yourself that an advanced degree, and the example of Mom furthering her education, is a smart move for the entire family. If you're personally happier... if one day you're able to earn more... your spouse and your kids reap those rewards, too.
4. Involve your spouse and kids. My one son mapped out every car trip I took to a far-off conference, campus or meet-up with fellow students. The other liked to set up shop at the card table next to my desk, so that we could do our homework together. My husband happily dragged the boys out for hours on weekends when I needed to hibernate at my desk.
5. Remember who you are. You'll be surrounded by classmates whose lives or status are different from your own. I recall being jealous of classmates who were single, or childless, or retired, or who had spouses also engaged in academic pursuits. It helped to look further and notice others who were juggling full-time jobs, more than two kids and unsupportive spouse.