I have been aware of myself for a long time. I started meditating at age 22 years and go inside for my answers. Now that I am looking to be with a soulmate as I am not interested in dating anyone but the person I would hopefully be meant to be with. What if I felt like I already knew this person, had met them 4 times but still felt like I didn't know them well enough to have a friendship with them yet. I have tried to find this person on okcupid and other dating sites and have been relatively fruitful in figuring myself out but still not meeting the person. Am I connecting with someone or is this just false hope?