So once again I have to go miles and miles away from my boyfriend. I hate being w/o him because I love to see him. This Winter Break proved that right. I got to hang w/ him for 3 weeks straight and now it gonna all end again. I get insecure when I'm not w/ him. I guess I'm just jealous of all the ppl and girls that get to see him. He has never expressed that he feels uneasy about the guys at my college. I guess he is just tougher than me. I want to be more like him. More secure and comfortable in our relationship. I always wish things were different and I could see him everyday or every other day, but I guess I have to be tested. Wonder what grade I'll get this time.
"Over drinks at a bar my date revealed many interesting details about himself. He used to live on 'the streets.' He claimed to have 'beat Spina Bifida.' He had had a fiancé in Japan who was open to him dating women while he was in the States. After all those amazing revelations I let him know our relationship would not be romantic. As we walked out of the bar he appeared to be suffering from some sort of stomach cramp. He told me he suffered from severe IBS and desperately needed a private bathroom. I have family members who suffer from Crohn's disease so I felt very sympathetic to his situation. I offered to let him use the bathroom in my apartment. After he had finished using the bathroom, he says, 'I know you said we could just be friends and that's fine. But, I was wondering if I could just watch you pee before I leave. I only want to watch.' P.S. — I did not let him watch me pee." -Miranda, 33