want him back

Hi, 

  I NEED HELP ON GETTING MY HUSBAND BACK, IT ALL STARTED WHEN I GOT THIS JOB THIS GUY WAS FLIRTING WITH ME AND I LIKED IT, MY HUSBAND WAS NOT GIVING ME NO ATTENTION,  SO I STARTED FLIRTING BACK WITH GUY AT WORK,  THEN I FOUND OUT THAT THIS GUY WAS MARRIED DID NOT KNOW IT AT ALL THEN IT WAS TO LATE FOR MY HUSBAND AND ME HE LEFT  HAS A GIRLFRIEND  THAT I KNOW HE IS NOT VERY HAPPY WITH, SHE GOES TO BARS HAS BEEN IN TROUBLE WITH THE LAW, WELL ON DAY I CALLED HIM AND SAID  WHAT ARE WE DOING WITH ARE LIVES,  I ASKED HIM IF HE WANTED A DIVORCE HE SAID THAT WE SHOULD I TOLD HIM I DONT WANT A DIVORCE, I WILL DIE FIRST BEFORE DIVORCEING YOU I HATE MY SELF FOR WHAT I DID, I WANT MY FAMILY BACK THAT I AM SORRY AND STARTED CRYING TO HIM ON THE PHONE, I ASKED HIM IF HE HATED ME HE SAID NO, BUT YOU SHOULD OF THOUGHT OF WHAT YOU DID, I SAID I KNOW  ALL I WANTED WAS ATTENTION , AND YOU WERE NEVER HOME , AND NOW IREALIZE THAT I LOST THE MOST WONDERFUL GUY IN THE WORLD, HE SAID HOW ABOUT IF WE START OUT SLOW, SO WE PLANNED A DAY TOGETHER IT WENT REAL NICE HE SAID I AM STILL WITH MY GIRL FRIEND,I DONT KNOW WHAT IS GONING TO HAPPEN BETWEEN US CAUSE SHE IS ON HOUSE ARREST WHEN SHE GETS OFF OF THAT THINGS WILL TELL, PLUS I DONT WANT TO HURT HER RIGHT NOW , AND I WANT TO TAKE IT SLOW WITH YOU AND I WILL CALL YOU FROM TIME TO TIME , IS HE JUST DRAGING ME ALONG