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 i want to share to you guys something that in my part is a big deal ..
 i am 17 year old turning 18 in august..
in this recent days. i am very madly in love to a man who married already. But he said to me he is already divorced with his ex-wife.. i don't know the real fact,, but i only know and i am very aware that i am terribly in love to  him .. i just want to ask from you guys if this what i feel know is totally disgusting? i am not asking you too much i just want to have or to receive a good advise from you . i am totally stranger in myself now. and i can't also blame myself for feeling like this .. I WILL FIGHT FOR HIM.. HE CHANGE ME IN MANY WAYS ..

THANKS ! MORE POWER.

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my E-MAIL ADDRESS is dhadhie_angel0822@yahoo.com  
         please send me some good advice on what should i do and don't's