I remember reading an article about the brain's of people who are in love. It was an article run on MSN's website called "Your Brain in Love". It said there was a study of people who were deeply in love that found that their serotonin levels were similar to those of people with untreated obsessive-compulsive disorder.
It's so strange that I went by my boyfriend Steve's job just a few hours ago and I missed him as soon as I turned the corner. I feel like an 80's love ballad everyday. I hear in my head as I'm driving away or kissing Steven goodbye, Everytime you go away...you take a piece of me with you. I could kick myself for being so sappy. I used to look at women who are like me and say, I'll never be them or that woman needs to get it together. But now I'm exactly what I used to talk badly about.
I guess love makes a person do strange and irrational things. Like that Lisa lady, you remember that astronaut that wore the diapers to go drive and kidnap her love's girlfriend. I don't think my love for Steven will have me doing anything like that especially since I'm his only girlfriend but I am saying that people get crazy in love. Shout out to Beyonce`. They really do.
Love has got me holding hands, kissing in public, forgetting everything that's going on around me. I know why they call it being mushy because my mind has gone to mush. My father calls it 'my mind on Steve". lol.
Well, I guess I have a couple more hours of pining to do. Hopefully the hours will go fast until I see my love again.