On Monday - I checked my account. BLECH. Also - I don't respond
anymore to any of these guys that contact me, unless I'm interested. In my
experience, being nice and polite as you reject someone still hurts their
feelings. And some get really angry and fire it back to me. I don't need that
grief. It's easier to ignore and delete.
I have deleted a lot! I don't know why I attract fat, balding
men - dressed badly- holding a fish that they caught – while posing infront of
their 4-wheel drives. I don't know why I attract guys in their 20's (well, I do
know - but I'm not interested) and I keep getting men that are at least a
decade older than me. In my age bracket - I've never found anyone that meets my
profile descriptions. I want someone as old as me. I prefer them to be 3-4
years older, actually.
It's disheartening, to say the least. But then, as I was about
to click off the site last week, there was the "Prinz" - a new member. And HOLY
COW -WOW! Was he stunning. He smiled at me. 2 seconds later, and I would have
been gone off of that site. Lucky me!
We emailed back and forth via that site. Then we got off that
site and moved to our personal email accounts. He's almost my dream guy. A
playwright, an author, does tons of community service, organizes a Shakespeare
theater group, thinks green, LOVES music, has a daughter - but in high school
(I’d prefer no kids). loves yoga, plays guitar and piano, loves theater and
ballet, loves to dance, and best of all - he is planning on opening his own
centre for Spiritual Health. Loves Wayne Dyer etc. OMG - we have SOOOO much in
common. He's 47. And - he tells me I am his dream girl. Loves my picture. And,
he loves sex. He makes this very clear. And, we flirt. His name is Angus.
Then we talk on the phone. Even better. He's funny. And he seems
wise and open-minded. He tells me all about his past, and why he takes
accountability for his role in those failed relationships. He was a bad boy.
But he changed his ways and now he has a whole new perception of the world.
Great. We “match”. He seems wise and reformed. He asked me to meet him for
lunch at a cute pub in a cute area that I love on Sunday - at 2 pm.