So what happened? I wish I could tell you a story of reconciliation and hot sex with my ex, but no. We're still exes and he's still a mess and boy am I glad he's outta my life. And I'll be honest; those toys I've been "sampling" are a lot more satisfying than he ever was. But I'm hopeful. I do what I love and make money at it. I'm learning about my sexuality and I get to talk about sex with like-minded people. In fact one of those like minded people and I have a date this weekend and you know what? I'm feeling lucky.